Blocking and deleting me away from your msn makes you feel better? I never know i was such a nuisance. Sorry for bothering. Im really speechless. I cant imagine i could be this stupid, never was I. Is it really time for me to just off my phone, lock in my room and hide in the wardrobe. I had enough of crying and crying, drinking till im mad. I had enough. I couldnt move. Im stuck. Someone. please please, get me out of this helpless shit.