**STUPIDHER** She's too handicapped to move, stuck in those illusions left by memories. She's too blind to realise that the previous loving man has gone long time ago. She's too deaf to take those hurtful, awful stuffs said by the man into heart. She's as if she mute. Words in her heart cant seems to come out of the mouth, it was too difficult. Her mind, heart and soul was not in place, where is it? Her heart could only feel numbness and sourness, no longer pain She was always not in the right frame of mind Her soul flew. ******************************************************** A call came, a call that made her tears dropped. She knew that she's really gotta stop crying stop thinking stop making her life so damn freaking miserable. She's gonna isolate herself for every one time she cry from now onwards. The call. Making it short on what the call was about. He practically told XX this, "No more means no more, no need to ask for reason or whatever. I never like to see those rubbish." So, that was the reasons for parting the ch, removing his own xs, blocking and deleting her from Msn. Now what? She doesnt even have the rights to voice her thoughts? She never know she was such a nuisance, sorry for bothering. He had never change, still as heartless and unfeeling. It's gonna be a long, tough way. Move on please, girl?
