SHE HATE FLU!!! For dunno what reasons, it came looking for her again. She felt as if her nose were dropping anytime soon. Is she gonna fall apart soon? She doesn't know what she is doing everyday and it getting worse, it seems like she sinking to a bottomless pit. Everything she do seems meaningless, just like a wandering soul. She is another person now, no longer the old, strong her and she hates it. She knows that problems and stress are inevitable but can they stop finding her for a moment, just let her rest for a while can? Stress 1. Money - just find a job, earn it and take back from those who borrowed. Stress 2. Mr A, B, C - just off the phone and they cant do anything. Stress 3. Family - just agree with them, dont argue, hide in the room or go out of the house and things will be fine. Stress 4. Tears - just let time do the job Stress 5. Friends - this should be the most "brain juice consuming problem". The problem arises when words gets too difficult to be spoken, when meeting each others becomes a form of stress, when things each other do starts to annoy each other. Maybe they doesnt know, when she sound too harsh or angry, it's just her temper. She doesnt mean to hurt anyone or bear any grudges. She should just shut up, f-off and end everyone's misery? She knows there's a problem but what's the problem? Is everything just my fault? Is my securities causing everyone to hate me? Is my presence causing unhappiness to everyone? If yes, please let me know. I promise, i will just SCRAM.
