do drivers always lost control of their vehicles? do pilots lost control of their planes from time to time? do they lost their ways when they are traveling? do anyone lost control of themselves and feel so helpless not being able to behave like how they wanted to? where are we in our subconscious? is it the same as in real life? why do people do things that they dont wan to do? why do people have to behave in how their parents or siblings or friends want them to be? why do people have to make themselves unhappy so that someone else could be happy? why are there feelings, emotions and thoughts? I wonder.